Today has very much gone by in a blur. Last night I hosted Debauchery, and as the story goes… got pretty darn intoxicated while hanging with mates and drinking to the well hours of the morning. 5 am to be precise.
Personal Note: Cask wine and cigarettes are not a good mix after 1 am. They just screw you up even more!
Interesting morning though, I mean I know I’m not the only one who in a trashed state with a mate talks about the meaning of life, such as sexuality to the fact that I feel an ultimate reality TV show would be having Britney, Kylie and Delta locked in a room with funny gas and film it as they try to kill each other. I would so pay to watch that shiz.
Something else random happened to me last night, I made out with one of my friends. Okay so that probably isn’t really random but it was a little on the odd side, cosidering she was a girl. I kinda think she was possibly trying to make someone jealous which in my inebriated state I really didn’t care and ended up kissing her three times.
Something seems wrong with this picture, I’ve had more action with a girl then a guy as of late. *sigh* maybe I really need to slut it around a bit, but it just really isn’t me. I’ll be honest I have had a bit of curiosty regarding this girl before. She is one of my friends and well.. I’m only friends with amazing people, but would I go further then friendship? hmm depends on the circumstances I guess, but I’m at least open to it.
I think that is where I differ to most people, I don’t judge sexuality of gender attraction, but more about the connection ie whoever I’m love with or feel like screwing at the time. I’ve been in love with both a guy and a girl so meh anything is possible. However there is more of an attraction to the guy side of things, but I sometimes wonder is that just merely due to familiarity? Just a thought, but never fear guys I’m not about to jump back over from the rainbow side of the fence anytime soon. It is just way too colourful on this side.