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Too often we find ourselves trying to move forward with the door firmly shut as a result of past experiences. It could be because of an ended relationship that you’re still hung on, a past hurt, the list is endless. It is often because of these past experiences we close the door for what we feel might be self preservation, however sometimes this is not always the case. ‘Papua New Guinea mission trip’ [...] “I used to be fond of piercing my face with metal” [...] Life has away of surprising you with different paths to walk down. One moment you might find yourself walking down an endless straight line and then all of a sudden you are faced with a cross road. The adventure is then deciding which direction you [...] ‘Byron Bay Farewell’ [...]
So this year for Fluffy’s Halloween party, my good friends Jen and Lucille from the fabulous body painting duo The Pillowbook Girls, once more did their magic and painted me up for yet another exciting night body painted fun. Inspired by the HBO series True Blood, the girls painted me up as Fang Banger, and I have to say they did a pretty damn good job. So of course a big shout out and thanks to the girls!!! Most Sundays at Fluffy you can check out their wondrous work on the staff, oh and don’t forget to like their Facebook page. Anyways you can check out a few of the photos below…
Comfort, security, friend… I am on the outside looking in as I watch my mind blur by with thought… Video, upload, anticipation of the unknown. Tuesday, Am I a finalist? Moment of reckoning. Heart, feelings, unrequited, touch, embrace, questions and answers, Soul, dreams, hopes, destination unknown, My turn? Flickering by like an old vintage film. Celluloid [...]
Working for the man… On the edge for what feels like an eternity, one can only wonder when the horizon changes and dreams become reality. The hope of sooner [...]
I feel there is something ahead, there is this part of me that longs to make a difference, bring change and count for something. There’s feelings… but I remain invisible. When one has so many throwing themselves at one’s feet, how do you show them that you are different? How do you show that it is not their looks that has you, but what is inside their head and heart? My lips will remain forever sealed, there’s a sense of vulnerability that I just cannot bare to face, and sometimes some things are best left unsaid. Requited or not, the question shall go unanswered. There are so many words that have gone unspoken. After the success of my doco, Becoming Chad St. James, I’ve decided to begin working on another documentary that further expands on one of the topics confronted in it, which is that of the often taboo subject of survivors of sexual abuse and assault. One thing I have come to understand from someone who has gone [...]
We’re all on a journey. Life is like an endless road trip. I was driving through Brisbane with my best mate Emsley and we discovered a cute little gecko on the windscreen. I couldn’t help but find myself deep in thought. Continue reading When we are children, we have very little care in the world. It’s not until we are older that we face the reality that life can hope crushing. It’s holding onto that childlike persistence and perseverance that keeps us moving forward, your dreams and hopes never died, it was just your ability to strive [...] I wait with anticipation to see those dark eyes yet again,
I’ve been having a lot of revelations and moments of self discovery recently well actually they’ve been hitting me like Tsunami, where I spend the following few days processing through this overload of thoughts and contemplation. One of these has to do with relationships. I don’t really have a great history of good relationships. I could say they were dramatic, but even then that would be an understatement. Needless to say these relationships have had an effect on me, that at times can only be described as negative. Let me try and put things in perspective for you.
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