Apologies for a lost love.
We do things out of anger and hurt, revenge is simply not a dish to be given out. There will always be consequences, at least there is a lesson both of us could learn from recent events. I’m sorry for how I went about things, but I’m not sorry for the lesson I taught.
Treat people how you want to be treated.
The fact is so often we play games with people because of our insecurities and previous experiences, but what we have to learn sooner or later is we have to stop playing those games, because at some point the other player will just get fed up and throw the board right back in your face. I was that player, I threw the board right back where it hurt. For that I am sorry.
Remember our lives are only as complicated as we choose to make it. We have to remember to stop living in the past, because it is those habits that we will still carry that fuck up the now and the future.
I am now emotionally numb.